Toward Supreme Love in Self – (This Is an Endarkened, Feminist, New Literacies Event)
Thinking and feeling my way through a family of terrors by invitation of fragmented selves (Jeanine speaks)
Thinking and feeling my way through a family of terrors by invitation of fragmented selves
The trajectory of t/Terror does not appear to be hierarchical, cyclical, or strictly procedural because its nature and function are not sensibly ranked, transferable, or predictable. There are common terrors (words, thoughts, and deeds that trigger our deepest, hidden fears of detachment, lack of control, abandonment, senses of inadequacy, rage, confusion, smallness), yet they land randomly and uniquely in the places of various souls. That is, manifestations of terrors are dependent upon the respective/receptive soul in which they reside. For example, an action (or inaction) that I perceive as a personal slight may fly over the head of another. A word that does not register to me as significant at all may prick another’s consciousness and press into a tenderness they have hidden away from the world. terrors are all over the place.
They are Every Day deaths and Some Day deaths126 and resist easy category. However, many of them can be captured for organization’s sake. To help us get a look at them and move toward cure I have organized fragmented selves, the words and subsequent meanings they contribute to the place of the soul, and the knowledge they produce, into two tables. I have done this because, as Rajah once said, “We are ever learning and actually do come to the knowledge of truth…we arrive ← 483 | 484 → at revelations to proceed toward meaningful care,127 not cure, correction,...